the pressure is rising, stress is mounting...exams' coming n i am not prepared at all! it's going to be week 10 on monday...i would hv 3 weeks to my finals....i hvnt started studying...cos i'm just so scared...
each week i hv 12 lectures+2 tutes...so that makes 108 lectures to go thru (i'm only taking 9 weeks worth of lectures into account), plus 18 tutes to revise...since i have 3 weeks to exams, say lah i only take 2 weeks into account cos the last week is swot vac (used to review the whole sem's work), that means i need to do at least 9 lectures a day! 9 lectures plus classes+labs+work+everyday normal activities!
holy cow is it even humanly possible?!
its not as if my midsems r all really good anyway...only average marks...some below average (no, i'm not being kiasu here n saying yea la wei its average when in actual fact its like 19/20 or sumthg...no no...average means hell shit average...like half of de full marks kinda shit)....i dunno wuts gonna happen...its really gtng into me...whn i go into tute classes i get so stressed....no offence b.sc students but hell u guys can answer the questions better than a b.biomed sc students can!!!! niamah...wut the hell man?! how do guys just breeze thru it, when i have to like literally cry when i read?
last nite was my breaking point...maximum edi...until i felt like calling melbourne waters to check if they can recycle tears...
raji has been so supportive the whole way thru...i know fella's very disturbed cos i'm not like normal...sorry baby, uni's really gtng into me da...i dun wanna study after this degree, altho to actually do wut i wanna do i need to have honours or wuteva...goodness, i dun hv de strength
i'm sure god has his own plans, i know i'll just have to trust him, cos maybe he's just trying to test my abilities to keep my head up...i'll get thru this, results doesnt matter, it's the journey that makes my life that much more vibrant :) 05-04-2007 at 10:20 PM
Rajinesh
Dun worry baby..it will be over soon..just keep working hard coz thats the only thing we can do...dun look back and waste too much time thinkin about the future...work hard for today n the future will fall into place...atleast we shall hope it wil..no matter what happens..i will always be there for u...and luv u as always..tc kty
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