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i was readin kumar's comment on my previous post...n i cant agree enuff with wuteva he had too say....well a lil sumthin happened in the gym today....i was talkin to my sis in law about which workout machine gives damn nice shoulder (n in de process our boobies will be damn cantik n all)...n sum random indian chick flashed de dirtiest look ever la....n i was like wat...wut happened?
my dearest sis in law was like...yea we like our body to look nice.....lolz
but de damn irritatin part was at dat time only laa i had to be damn blur...damn stupid-fied....arghhhh....if only i cld be a bit more brainy (n maybe less blur)...so many if onlys...
in case wuteva i wrote above der didnt make any sense to u....yes i like having a very nice body...n yea i like dressin up for certain occasions...but i guess de only time i can actually be a lil more daring wid my clothes is when i'm goin out clubbin...cos den i wont really feel out of place....everyone looks slutty there wat....bwahaha
on another note...i'm startin to not like my motherland....yes i'm born here...yes my country is multi-racial...yea i dun find ppl/army walkin ard in public wid guns n thse kinda stuff in their hands....yes its relatively safe(assumin u walk ard wid no jewellery, totally covered from head to toe in baggy clothes lookin 100% unattractive,only out in super busy place drg broad daylight with 4 bodyguards around u, etc)...so yea...bloody superficially my country aint that bad...prob only nice to tour about for not so high end mat-salleh's who cant afford seychelles....lemme explain myself out...
-i'm in utter disguist when i hear n read about temples which have been ard for abt a century being burnt down with petrol/run down by tractors...wut is mr. freakin vellu is doing...counting his revenues from de tol? or counting his hair? or smackin his bloody keep's ass?!
-being called a 'keling'...
-always settling for de worst option cos i'm not of the 'supreme skin colour'
-i watched in national geography(mega structures in asia-petronas tower), astro channel 52...our dear ex-pm, tun mahathir told designer César Pelli, he wanted the petronas tower to be 'malaysian'...when pelli asked mahathir what malaysian meant...mahathir said something that symbolises this country...when pelli asked something islamic u mean...mahathir said yes...after explainin all this, pelli laughed at the asian's way of being too skin coloured(the commentator asked if he thought de ex-pm's remark was racist)....yes i am still wondering y wasnt this censorred out..
-our constitution only states islam is the official religion in malaysia, but y is malaysia quoted as being an islamic country in the visit malaysia 07 banner? what is malaysia doing in OIC? did the constitution state malaysia is an islamic country? cos if it did...i have no probs with it...
-y spiritual events r soo commercialised until there isnt much spirituality in it anymore??
...thse r only my sincere opinions...maybe i'm bein ignorant abt other stuff goin on in the country...maybe not...cos everyday i experiance sumthg that makes me more n more blgh abt this country...i dont feel as if i belong here anymore...
maybe i'm feeling all this cos i've seen better...

01-30-2007 at 03:14 AM

Catherine

Darling, i finally got d time to read 1 of ur blogs. I hear u loud n clear. Would luv 2 comment on it but it'll just rile me up. B glad that u have the opportunity to b where u r, the opportunity 2 fly in n out of dis 'dear beloved country' of ours. Whatever it is, v r still better off than say ... Palestine? :-) Stay in touch and take care. :-)

chIkIpoSs

yea nevash i saw dat clip....n there's so many clips on youtube abt wuteva that goes on drg de dewan rakyat seating also...more often than not i hear the same old thing again, 'ini negara islam, kalau tak suka boleh keluar' directed at non-muslims...
umm kumar kanna....i hate to break de news to u da...but i doubt our dato 's.saya-suka-hisap-dada.v' is even fuckin his own wife....but for all we know he mite jst be fuckin other fella's wife...lolz!

Kumara Kakuzo

Its sad we hv to live like imigrants in our own country eh.Now vino,hv u lost ur mind? Hw dare u insult S.V.? Havent u looked at the pic we both posed im my gallery? We're best frens.You hv no rights to question that son of a doraemon! Look at him,women are craving for his love n lust.He's got a hot personality [yes! i'm blind],cool hairdo,huge negro-woman-lips with a beautiful malay/english accent.He will always be my idol to pick up gals n my inspiration for corruption.Whether he's helping the indians or not,he will help himself to stay in his position till doom's day even if he has to fuck his wife AGAIN in 30 years!

Nevash

we all feel that we don't belong here...Im not sure if you would have seen it,but there is a video in youtube.com where a Mp.who is obviously a Maly dude said "Ini negara Melayu,Tk suka u boleh keluar"