oh my gosh i am so bored....how nice if i can jst get out there, scream 'fuck the world!!!!!'
at this point of time, i wanna:-
-dump my boyfriend
-be an independent woman
-have kids n raise them myself
-i wanna tell men to go fuck themselves n be gay instead....cos men r jst this bunch of scumbags who r worthless n very very selfish!
thank goodness my bf doesnt read this blog, or so i hope...cos i dun think he wld be too happy wid all i hv to say!
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
numb
i dun knw how to feel....i feel ripped off agnst....i feel like i am doin as told by de ppl who dun deserve it.... i feel not happy....n i feel used...i feel not trusted upon....i feel as if i am not worth bein told wuts happenin...
i feel my feelings hv been killed....i am numb again.....de 2nd time.....1st was i was 17/18...now yet again...
i feel my feelings hv been killed....i am numb again.....de 2nd time.....1st was i was 17/18...now yet again...
Saturday, September 15, 2007
routine
of late life has been a routine.....well at least i feel like an object of routine in de eyes of de person i luv most....how comfortin that is...i feel as if he takes me fr granted....n that i am not close to him anymore....this may partially be bcos i feel as if i am moving away too....more of a cant be bothered attitude....i feel like a puppet, played with when bored n in need of company, chucked away when not needed....now the question is y shld i even bother tryin? it's like clappin wid one hand....every talk(read:argument) we have he makes it sound as if its my fault....it doesnt help that it's in a long distance rship....i feel threatened.... i feel this is not right....n de more i feel that way the more i tend to not care.....i hv given up hope on men....esp thse of my age grp....some matured ones knws how to treat a girl...i dun need mch pampering (i hope!) but yes, bein in a r'ship i do expect sum intimacy.....maybe am i jst a prostitute when i am wid him? i hv nvr felt that way stayin wid him....maybe once a while whn he's too rough....doubtin the fact that i wldnt feel the same whn i go back this time? i know i am becomin less n less tolerant....esp when i knw there's ppl out thr who r rude to him, n yet i go to great lengths not to be....maybe i am bein overcritical of stff? maybe i am bein an object of routine? maybe de end is near?
humm...
this is to remind me of certain things...
http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsa/n5ctrl/progs/07/hardtalk/albar13sep.ram
http://www.bbc.co.uk/newsa/n5ctrl/progs/07/hardtalk/albar13sep.ram
greetings!
*long post ahead*
hey, how hv u been goin?! all good?!!! i hope so...its mid sem break next week...unless ur hvg exams/assignments due tom....u shld already be in de holiday mood! so to thse who r hvg ur wuteva due soon....all de best!!! n to those who hv ntg up, wut de heck r u doin readin this....go get sloshed!
well as for me, this past 5 or so weeks have been tough...very hard in fact....it seems to me, as i move forward, more challenging stuff i face, emotionally and physically...n mentally too...i am emotionally and mentally very sick....n very tired physically....my emotions hv been a roller coaster ride....
the first 2 weeks was ultimately hard...everything was rough....much of wuteva i said n did was interpreted in a wrong way...i was dissatisfied wid many things...n i was bein very rude abt my opinions....nt tlkg to anyone much....mainly bcos i was tired.....sick of bein shoved ard like a rug...i felt very used, and ultimately taken fr granted....it's as if i was too nice all the time, the ppl ard me started taking advantage of that....it's one thing to do that, but to come bck to me n cause me even more anger jst blew my hats off....
bt i did sit down abt 3 weeks plus back....to hv a good think abt wuteva that was goin on...n came up to a few conclusions, hence decisions...so i am gonna change myself (yet again!)....cos i found myself to be too nice...many who r my associates(hi-bye friends)....-see how i dun refer to them as friends anymore-.....r gonna remain as associates.....i am gonna see them n am not gonna act anymore (but sumtimes i dun think i wld still have a choice cos sum ppl cant even take me ignoring them, but de best part is they still hv the cheek to be rude to me! haha! <--that was a sarcastic-cum-egoistic laugh)
in the process of bein hurt i was so very angry....ultimately bcos i let others to use me to start with....i was too nice n play-doh like.....u chuck me one side, i get into that shape n move on....what i wasnt realising was how it was affectin me....n how i let it affect me bcos i din wanna hurt the other party (whoeva it is, if u feel guilty readin this, then its best u hv a good think n see if wuteva i'm sayin is related to u, if not, ur not related to this matter at all....that or ur a masive piece of pig ileum)...i learnt so many things abt myself...abt ppl....n everythg else abt me n my relationship with ppl...so yeah...i am gonna change myself...n i am gonna make sum changes to suit that decisions...
firstly...i am gonna delete this blog....the whole reason i started this blog was fr it to function as my venting area...all i want after a day's of hard work is to come back n bitch....n i wanna bitch widout de ppl ard me readin abt it...yeah i know i'm pretty foul n vulgar real life....i'm worst online (understatement of the year, i know)...i sumhow lost my passion to write sumwhr along the line.....n yes, thats bad cos i cant freakin vent freely!
i am really thinking abt deletin my whole friendster to start with...it has brought me more harm den good from start....yeah sure i can be connected to so n so...n camwhore n put up photos....bt this whole shit bores me to death now....more so ever when i get ppl jst sending friends' requests to me...even tho i put a biiiiiiigggg arse shoutout der to tell ppl to fuckin intro urself lah bloody shit eatin earthworm, i can count the number of ppl who even bothered to send me a msg introducin themselves!!! come on lah mr. earthworm....in real life do u really jst go up to a fucker by de side of de road n say....wei macha, i wanna be ur fren....faster gv me ur number...holy cow no rite!!! no wonder they're earthworms....but uc i'm soo bloody nice rite....i msg them, oi fucker intro urself lah...u think u wat, brad pitt or shah rukh khan(this is specifically for de indian guys who pose like wild boars)....den obviously these machas hv got nothin better to do other than thanni (drink) n go fuck prostitutes rite....so obviously they're too high either frm cheap alcohol or sum bitch suckin off their antenna lah...they never reply....then uc after a few weeks...u'll get a msg...wei...y never add...u think wat u aiswarya rai is it?! my reply....yeah, thats y u wanted to add me rite, cos i so beautiful!
digressing, those r jst small stuff that irritates de hell out of me lah....on a good day it doesnt affect me...de last thing i need on a bad day is earthworms like these mkg me wanting to flush them down the toilet bowl...
that said, friendster has also made me hv like a connection kinda thingy wid my ex-schoolmates....n i met sum good friends thru this thing....argh i'm really goin backs n forths now....
but seriously lah....friendster has brought me a lot more unpleasant experiences....many of which is caused by my own stupidness....but u knw, at that time i din know...now i do...n i am gonna learn frm it....
i dunno if this change is fr good or fr de bad...bt wut i knw is i am in a way buildin a wall ard me....cos i dun wanna be hurt anymore...it hurts so bad when sumone takes advantage of me...it hurts even more when i feel as if i let them hurt me....i'm taking things positively...i am seein this all as a learnin experience....this is just my way of mkg sure my brain hv control over my emotions, n so that i have a clear, practical mind ALL the time...
to those who think ur greater than me, haha yea sure wuteva lah....i didnt even say i was great to start with....here, take MY (hard-earned) 10 cents n save up for ur vibrator of sum sort....ur obviously fuckin lonely n in desperate need of sum entertainment...
on another note, thanks u guys who hv been readin my blog....especially those who take the time n trouble to either msg me, or talk to me abt it when they see me to cheer me up....i appreciate u guys' takin ur time n trouble doin all that...it's very genuine n thse kinda stuff really makes me feel warm....again, thank u...
i guess i will hv to do wut i hv to do...take good care of urselves guys....cheers! 09-12-2007 at 08:52 AM
hey, how hv u been goin?! all good?!!! i hope so...its mid sem break next week...unless ur hvg exams/assignments due tom....u shld already be in de holiday mood! so to thse who r hvg ur wuteva due soon....all de best!!! n to those who hv ntg up, wut de heck r u doin readin this....go get sloshed!
well as for me, this past 5 or so weeks have been tough...very hard in fact....it seems to me, as i move forward, more challenging stuff i face, emotionally and physically...n mentally too...i am emotionally and mentally very sick....n very tired physically....my emotions hv been a roller coaster ride....
the first 2 weeks was ultimately hard...everything was rough....much of wuteva i said n did was interpreted in a wrong way...i was dissatisfied wid many things...n i was bein very rude abt my opinions....nt tlkg to anyone much....mainly bcos i was tired.....sick of bein shoved ard like a rug...i felt very used, and ultimately taken fr granted....it's as if i was too nice all the time, the ppl ard me started taking advantage of that....it's one thing to do that, but to come bck to me n cause me even more anger jst blew my hats off....
bt i did sit down abt 3 weeks plus back....to hv a good think abt wuteva that was goin on...n came up to a few conclusions, hence decisions...so i am gonna change myself (yet again!)....cos i found myself to be too nice...many who r my associates(hi-bye friends)....-see how i dun refer to them as friends anymore-.....r gonna remain as associates.....i am gonna see them n am not gonna act anymore (but sumtimes i dun think i wld still have a choice cos sum ppl cant even take me ignoring them, but de best part is they still hv the cheek to be rude to me! haha! <--that was a sarcastic-cum-egoistic laugh)
in the process of bein hurt i was so very angry....ultimately bcos i let others to use me to start with....i was too nice n play-doh like.....u chuck me one side, i get into that shape n move on....what i wasnt realising was how it was affectin me....n how i let it affect me bcos i din wanna hurt the other party (whoeva it is, if u feel guilty readin this, then its best u hv a good think n see if wuteva i'm sayin is related to u, if not, ur not related to this matter at all....that or ur a masive piece of pig ileum)...i learnt so many things abt myself...abt ppl....n everythg else abt me n my relationship with ppl...so yeah...i am gonna change myself...n i am gonna make sum changes to suit that decisions...
firstly...i am gonna delete this blog....the whole reason i started this blog was fr it to function as my venting area...all i want after a day's of hard work is to come back n bitch....n i wanna bitch widout de ppl ard me readin abt it...yeah i know i'm pretty foul n vulgar real life....i'm worst online (understatement of the year, i know)...i sumhow lost my passion to write sumwhr along the line.....n yes, thats bad cos i cant freakin vent freely!
i am really thinking abt deletin my whole friendster to start with...it has brought me more harm den good from start....yeah sure i can be connected to so n so...n camwhore n put up photos....bt this whole shit bores me to death now....more so ever when i get ppl jst sending friends' requests to me...even tho i put a biiiiiiigggg arse shoutout der to tell ppl to fuckin intro urself lah bloody shit eatin earthworm, i can count the number of ppl who even bothered to send me a msg introducin themselves!!! come on lah mr. earthworm....in real life do u really jst go up to a fucker by de side of de road n say....wei macha, i wanna be ur fren....faster gv me ur number...holy cow no rite!!! no wonder they're earthworms....but uc i'm soo bloody nice rite....i msg them, oi fucker intro urself lah...u think u wat, brad pitt or shah rukh khan(this is specifically for de indian guys who pose like wild boars)....den obviously these machas hv got nothin better to do other than thanni (drink) n go fuck prostitutes rite....so obviously they're too high either frm cheap alcohol or sum bitch suckin off their antenna lah...they never reply....then uc after a few weeks...u'll get a msg...wei...y never add...u think wat u aiswarya rai is it?! my reply....yeah, thats y u wanted to add me rite, cos i so beautiful!
digressing, those r jst small stuff that irritates de hell out of me lah....on a good day it doesnt affect me...de last thing i need on a bad day is earthworms like these mkg me wanting to flush them down the toilet bowl...
that said, friendster has also made me hv like a connection kinda thingy wid my ex-schoolmates....n i met sum good friends thru this thing....argh i'm really goin backs n forths now....
but seriously lah....friendster has brought me a lot more unpleasant experiences....many of which is caused by my own stupidness....but u knw, at that time i din know...now i do...n i am gonna learn frm it....
i dunno if this change is fr good or fr de bad...bt wut i knw is i am in a way buildin a wall ard me....cos i dun wanna be hurt anymore...it hurts so bad when sumone takes advantage of me...it hurts even more when i feel as if i let them hurt me....i'm taking things positively...i am seein this all as a learnin experience....this is just my way of mkg sure my brain hv control over my emotions, n so that i have a clear, practical mind ALL the time...
to those who think ur greater than me, haha yea sure wuteva lah....i didnt even say i was great to start with....here, take MY (hard-earned) 10 cents n save up for ur vibrator of sum sort....ur obviously fuckin lonely n in desperate need of sum entertainment...
on another note, thanks u guys who hv been readin my blog....especially those who take the time n trouble to either msg me, or talk to me abt it when they see me to cheer me up....i appreciate u guys' takin ur time n trouble doin all that...it's very genuine n thse kinda stuff really makes me feel warm....again, thank u...
i guess i will hv to do wut i hv to do...take good care of urselves guys....cheers! 09-12-2007 at 08:52 AM
oh so true!
i was reading this on Shazmin's blog (de famous Mix Fm dj laa...i din know she was married to a mat salleh! her kids are adorable!!!!! *most of u guys wld prob'ly say 'go find oz fella la...ur already there!'....sorry lee, i sayang raji baby too much to even think about stuff that doesnt involve his lil soldiers...lolz!!!! *at this point, instead of feelin sick cos as usual, i'm all lovey dovey wid my man...at least go 'awwww, so sweet' or jst simply try n smile for my lame attempts to get u guys to exercise ur facial muscles sikit*....
n yea...i also admit i live in my own crabbie lalaland...cos i dunno who's married to who...n bla bla....*hides further in lalaland*....but dunnolah...thse stuff dun interest me...if u ask me how can a certain minister get the idea of spending RM 12 million on a certain roof...i wld definately offer to teach this certain minister a lil component in math called statistics......comes wid all de knowledge necessary to estimate certain stuff....but i tot this was taught in like sec sch wat....hummmm....i'm worried for the future of my country...
coming back to the whole point of this post...so i read thru Shaz's blog rite...n i found this really interesting post, sent to her by one of her many listeners, Zane...i so totally enjoyed this one!!
Here are some home truths, in case you haven't noticed....
Men:1. All men are extremely busy.2. Although they are so busy, they still have time for women.3. Although they have time for women, they don't really care for them.4. Although they don't really care for them, they always have one around.5. Although they always have one around them, they always try their luck with others.6. Although they try their luck with others, they get really pissed off if the woman leaves them.7. Although the woman leaves them they still don't learn from their mistakes and still try their luck with others!
Women:1. The most important thing for a woman is financial security.2. Although this is so important, they still go out and buy expensive clothes and stuff.3. Although they always buy expensive clothes, they will still say that they never have something to wear!4. Although they never have something to wear, they always dress beautifully.5. Although they always dress beautifully, you hardly care.6. Although you hardly care, they still expect you to compliment them.7. Although they expect you to compliment them, when you do, they don't believe you!
go visit Shaz's blog guys! it's really fun reading thru her posts...click here ...n this is the direct link to her blog...
take care guys...n hv a good weekend ahead! 08-16-2007 at 04:53 AM
n yea...i also admit i live in my own crabbie lalaland...cos i dunno who's married to who...n bla bla....*hides further in lalaland*....but dunnolah...thse stuff dun interest me...if u ask me how can a certain minister get the idea of spending RM 12 million on a certain roof...i wld definately offer to teach this certain minister a lil component in math called statistics......comes wid all de knowledge necessary to estimate certain stuff....but i tot this was taught in like sec sch wat....hummmm....i'm worried for the future of my country...
coming back to the whole point of this post...so i read thru Shaz's blog rite...n i found this really interesting post, sent to her by one of her many listeners, Zane...i so totally enjoyed this one!!
Here are some home truths, in case you haven't noticed....
Men:1. All men are extremely busy.2. Although they are so busy, they still have time for women.3. Although they have time for women, they don't really care for them.4. Although they don't really care for them, they always have one around.5. Although they always have one around them, they always try their luck with others.6. Although they try their luck with others, they get really pissed off if the woman leaves them.7. Although the woman leaves them they still don't learn from their mistakes and still try their luck with others!
Women:1. The most important thing for a woman is financial security.2. Although this is so important, they still go out and buy expensive clothes and stuff.3. Although they always buy expensive clothes, they will still say that they never have something to wear!4. Although they never have something to wear, they always dress beautifully.5. Although they always dress beautifully, you hardly care.6. Although you hardly care, they still expect you to compliment them.7. Although they expect you to compliment them, when you do, they don't believe you!
go visit Shaz's blog guys! it's really fun reading thru her posts...click here ...n this is the direct link to her blog...
take care guys...n hv a good weekend ahead! 08-16-2007 at 04:53 AM
ppl and their behaviour...
anyone notices how ppl come find u only when they need u? thse kinda ppl gets into my nerves...n it's ridiculous esp when u really hv no heart to turn them down...best part is...u know they wont help u...so wut do u do wid thse ppl? do u tell them to fuck off..? sure i wld ask them to go play wid their own soggy shit too...but wut if uc thse ppl day in day out? wut if u knw them so bloody well...but they can still make eye contact wid u n make dunno...?!
i am this close to tlg everyone really how i feel abt them... 08-11-2007 at 04:05 AM
i am this close to tlg everyone really how i feel abt them... 08-11-2007 at 04:05 AM
de negative side of me
have anyone got the feeling as if u know u cannot do it, but de ppl ard u keep sayin that u can, but u really really know there's just too much...i try n try to get all thse info up my head bt i really really dunno wut i'm readin....whn i close de book n try n recall wut i read i cannot remb anythg....oh hell sumtimes i think y do i even bother hvg ppl close to my heart, when in de end everyone is really gonna think about themselves anyway....i was talking to a fren n we both agreed how really in de end of de day, u r living by urself...suddenly it hit me, i'm really very alone....its either i survive or i dont
which obv'ly brings me back to square one...how am i be able to survive if i cant even survive this hurdle? fuck others n how they perform la, everyone have their own strength n weaknesses...but for me i think my ultimate fear is being alone....i fear things not wrkg out fr me, n ppl not wanting my company anymore cos i failed to do sumthg, i fear not bein able to get thru sumthg, basically i fear being left outside in de cold harsh world out thr, just simply alone
p/s:i really sincerely hope no one leave comments about bein positive, i'm honestly sick of it...i'm sick of others tlg me vino you can do it, think positive n just try ur best....i know u guys luv me, n just wishing the best fr me....n i truly appreciate that...bt really dont leave such comments....i think all thse few weeks hv been tkg a toll on me, so much so i think i lost my identity...i dun know who i am anymore...n its scary cos i find myself staring into space more often nowadays...jst staring n bein blank...n shiverin.... 06-15-2007 at 07:12 AM
which obv'ly brings me back to square one...how am i be able to survive if i cant even survive this hurdle? fuck others n how they perform la, everyone have their own strength n weaknesses...but for me i think my ultimate fear is being alone....i fear things not wrkg out fr me, n ppl not wanting my company anymore cos i failed to do sumthg, i fear not bein able to get thru sumthg, basically i fear being left outside in de cold harsh world out thr, just simply alone
p/s:i really sincerely hope no one leave comments about bein positive, i'm honestly sick of it...i'm sick of others tlg me vino you can do it, think positive n just try ur best....i know u guys luv me, n just wishing the best fr me....n i truly appreciate that...bt really dont leave such comments....i think all thse few weeks hv been tkg a toll on me, so much so i think i lost my identity...i dun know who i am anymore...n its scary cos i find myself staring into space more often nowadays...jst staring n bein blank...n shiverin.... 06-15-2007 at 07:12 AM
i'm not happy
the pressure is rising, stress is mounting...exams' coming n i am not prepared at all! it's going to be week 10 on monday...i would hv 3 weeks to my finals....i hvnt started studying...cos i'm just so scared...
each week i hv 12 lectures+2 tutes...so that makes 108 lectures to go thru (i'm only taking 9 weeks worth of lectures into account), plus 18 tutes to revise...since i have 3 weeks to exams, say lah i only take 2 weeks into account cos the last week is swot vac (used to review the whole sem's work), that means i need to do at least 9 lectures a day! 9 lectures plus classes+labs+work+everyday normal activities!
holy cow is it even humanly possible?!
its not as if my midsems r all really good anyway...only average marks...some below average (no, i'm not being kiasu here n saying yea la wei its average when in actual fact its like 19/20 or sumthg...no no...average means hell shit average...like half of de full marks kinda shit)....i dunno wuts gonna happen...its really gtng into me...whn i go into tute classes i get so stressed....no offence b.sc students but hell u guys can answer the questions better than a b.biomed sc students can!!!! niamah...wut the hell man?! how do guys just breeze thru it, when i have to like literally cry when i read?
last nite was my breaking point...maximum edi...until i felt like calling melbourne waters to check if they can recycle tears...
raji has been so supportive the whole way thru...i know fella's very disturbed cos i'm not like normal...sorry baby, uni's really gtng into me da...i dun wanna study after this degree, altho to actually do wut i wanna do i need to have honours or wuteva...goodness, i dun hv de strength
i'm sure god has his own plans, i know i'll just have to trust him, cos maybe he's just trying to test my abilities to keep my head up...i'll get thru this, results doesnt matter, it's the journey that makes my life that much more vibrant :) 05-04-2007 at 10:20 PM
Rajinesh
Dun worry baby..it will be over soon..just keep working hard coz thats the only thing we can do...dun look back and waste too much time thinkin about the future...work hard for today n the future will fall into place...atleast we shall hope it wil..no matter what happens..i will always be there for u...and luv u as always..tc kty
each week i hv 12 lectures+2 tutes...so that makes 108 lectures to go thru (i'm only taking 9 weeks worth of lectures into account), plus 18 tutes to revise...since i have 3 weeks to exams, say lah i only take 2 weeks into account cos the last week is swot vac (used to review the whole sem's work), that means i need to do at least 9 lectures a day! 9 lectures plus classes+labs+work+everyday normal activities!
holy cow is it even humanly possible?!
its not as if my midsems r all really good anyway...only average marks...some below average (no, i'm not being kiasu here n saying yea la wei its average when in actual fact its like 19/20 or sumthg...no no...average means hell shit average...like half of de full marks kinda shit)....i dunno wuts gonna happen...its really gtng into me...whn i go into tute classes i get so stressed....no offence b.sc students but hell u guys can answer the questions better than a b.biomed sc students can!!!! niamah...wut the hell man?! how do guys just breeze thru it, when i have to like literally cry when i read?
last nite was my breaking point...maximum edi...until i felt like calling melbourne waters to check if they can recycle tears...
raji has been so supportive the whole way thru...i know fella's very disturbed cos i'm not like normal...sorry baby, uni's really gtng into me da...i dun wanna study after this degree, altho to actually do wut i wanna do i need to have honours or wuteva...goodness, i dun hv de strength
i'm sure god has his own plans, i know i'll just have to trust him, cos maybe he's just trying to test my abilities to keep my head up...i'll get thru this, results doesnt matter, it's the journey that makes my life that much more vibrant :) 05-04-2007 at 10:20 PM
Rajinesh
Dun worry baby..it will be over soon..just keep working hard coz thats the only thing we can do...dun look back and waste too much time thinkin about the future...work hard for today n the future will fall into place...atleast we shall hope it wil..no matter what happens..i will always be there for u...and luv u as always..tc kty
do u know that no dont mean yes, it means no?
it's been a while since i carressed my beautiful boobs, clits n ass blog...been an interesting week...had so much stuff happenin one after the other....tests, assignmnts, reports, oh my goodness u name it laa....i never felt this stressed last yr drg the sem!!! it was not jst a full on week....it was one hella full on week!!!! best part i was ovulating n hvg ths much stress...hate it when that happens...fuckers dunno i only hv a certain amount eggs to waste laaa...this month's egg wasnt happy i'm sure...i was supposed to pamper her (read: make full use of my hormones) n feel feminine!! bastards go n do this to my hormones n egg edi :(
anyway...with the help of good quality heavy metal songs....i made it thru...butttt my hp headsets is ailling.... :( gahhhh!!!
on a brighter note tho, i've met a few interesting ppl of late...one of them is cmg to syd, n apparently he's gonna come down to melb...(yay!)....another 2 brothers...gosh i honestly feel so bloody wrong i hv them both on my list...dun ask me y! the younger one's too young fr me! i swear if i flirt with him, i will be charged as a pedeophile lolz! but the shitty thng is the elder one is ALSO younger den me!!! *smacks head*
i'm old man, damnit...n wut am i doing? still banging ballz!
random thought: this month's ovulating is gtng more n more extreme than the previous months....oh goodness baby come save me!!!! i need a real man to handle me!!!!
i wanna rant....but i dunno wut to rant abt, kinda happy cos i'm goin drinking at fren's plce n clubbing tonite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesh!!! *note to self: don't get pregnant*
aiyah fuck it lah i got no mood to blog...not as if anyone's reading anyway (i'm assuming no one reads cos i dont get a fuckin comment!!! baseless assumptions, i know....but to all the faggots n sluts out thr leave a footprint laa!)
p/s: according to pussycatdolls ---> it's funny how a man just thinks about cha'....., u gotta real big heart but i'm looking at cha'......, u got a real big brains but i'm looking at cha'...., my question is, when will this phase in a man end? 04-26-2007 at 11:11 PM
anyway...with the help of good quality heavy metal songs....i made it thru...butttt my hp headsets is ailling.... :( gahhhh!!!
on a brighter note tho, i've met a few interesting ppl of late...one of them is cmg to syd, n apparently he's gonna come down to melb...(yay!)....another 2 brothers...gosh i honestly feel so bloody wrong i hv them both on my list...dun ask me y! the younger one's too young fr me! i swear if i flirt with him, i will be charged as a pedeophile lolz! but the shitty thng is the elder one is ALSO younger den me!!! *smacks head*
i'm old man, damnit...n wut am i doing? still banging ballz!
random thought: this month's ovulating is gtng more n more extreme than the previous months....oh goodness baby come save me!!!! i need a real man to handle me!!!!
i wanna rant....but i dunno wut to rant abt, kinda happy cos i'm goin drinking at fren's plce n clubbing tonite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesh!!! *note to self: don't get pregnant*
aiyah fuck it lah i got no mood to blog...not as if anyone's reading anyway (i'm assuming no one reads cos i dont get a fuckin comment!!! baseless assumptions, i know....but to all the faggots n sluts out thr leave a footprint laa!)
p/s: according to pussycatdolls ---> it's funny how a man just thinks about cha'....., u gotta real big heart but i'm looking at cha'......, u got a real big brains but i'm looking at cha'...., my question is, when will this phase in a man end? 04-26-2007 at 11:11 PM
smart kids...
....usually spend their time playin nonsense games, worst watching anime/playing computers (get out of ur freakin house and go make friends+social skills kid!)...but not this kid...he took the definition of being a kid to another level...
fella's freakin smart...to me, he's one of the many miracles that happen around us...i honestly think mankind have done nothing but destroy and cause misery....as much as i wanna believe god is within us all, i think the devil is prevailing most of the time....simply cos to do good in this world, only good,...
(please dont argue whats good or bad, cos many ppl have got diff definitions of good, eg-->to some pleasure in a sexual way is good, some other ppl are against pre-marital sex or any form of self pleasure-- good meaning real good shit god would feel threatened himself)
...one has to be a saint....normal human beings are oh so far from it...we're probably one of the many servants of devil....think about it, how often have u envied someone? how often have u said/done something so you can 'be the best'?(often at others' expense)....how often have u said/done something our of so called self-defense?how often have u had bad thoughts?
i admit, i am one of them...i have my own hate list (obviously i know so many out there thinks i'm a bitch too)...i think i'm pretty (stop vomitting!) and it takes a lot from me to admit some other girl is beautiful...i dont mind ppl getting higher marks than me, but i wish i was the one having the best all the time (its called kiasu-ism)....i can be vicious when threatened...but i never once told anyone i'm perfect (obviously i tell myself i am perfect, and sometimes act as if i know everything.....ok make that all the time i act like a perfect bitch!)
but this story really made me stop, and think...there r so much of stuff happening around the world....n i usually care about the smaller details in life....like raji always tells me...success is measured by attitude and perserverance....not how smart one is..or how much materialistic stuff he have...now can someone tell me how the hell this fella can think so like this wan?! yea i asked him...he's like oh well...most of my thinking is done when i'm taking my poo....
*smacks head*
anyway here's my inspiring story, or at least i think it is...(taken off a forwarded mail)....
PROUDLY INDIAN
Years ago, footage emerged from a remote village in India. The video shows a young girl receiving surgery to separate her fingers, which were badly burned and fused together. Why did this operation make headlines around the world? The surgery was performed by a 7-year-old boy named Akrit Jaswal.
Now 13 years old, Akrit has an IQ of 146 and is considered thesmartest person his age in India-a country of more than a billionpeople. Before Akrit could even speak, his parents say they knew he was special. "He learned very fast," says Raksha, Akrit's mother. "Afterlearning the alphabet, we started to teach him joining of words, and he started writing as well. He was two." At an age when most children are learning their ABCs, Akrit was reading Shakespeare and assembling a library of medical textbooks. When he was 5 years old, he enrolled in school. One year later, Akrit was teaching English and math classes. Akrit developed a passion for science and anatomy at an earlyage. Doctors at local hospitals took notice and started allowing him to observe surgeries when he was 6 years old. Inspired by what he saw, Akrit read everything he could on the topic. When an impoverished family heard about his amazing abilities, they asked if he would operate on their daughter for free. Her surgery was a success. After the surgery, Akrit was hailed as a medical genius inIndia.Neighbors and strangers flocked to him for advice and treatment. At age 11, Akrit was admitted to Punjab University. He's the youngest student ever to attend an Indian university. That same year, he was also invited to London's famed Imperial College to exchange ideas with scientists on the cutting edge of medical research. Akrit says he has millions of medical ideas, but he's currentlyfocused on developing a cure for cancer. "I've developed a conceptcalled oral gene therapy on the basis of my research and my theories," he says. "I'm quite dedicated towards working on this mechanism." Growing up, Akrit says he used to see cancer patients lying onthe side of the road because they couldn't afford treatment or hospitals had no space for them. Now, he wants to use his intellect to ease their suffering.
"[I've been] going to hospitals since the age of 6, so I haveseen firsthand people suffering from pain," he says. "I get verysad, and so that's the main motive of my passion about medicine, my passion about cancer." Currently, Akrit is working toward a bachelor's degrees inzoology, botany and chemistry. Someday, he hopes to continue his studies at Harvard University.
have a beautiful day ahead u guys! :)
04-04-2007 at 06:50 AM
fella's freakin smart...to me, he's one of the many miracles that happen around us...i honestly think mankind have done nothing but destroy and cause misery....as much as i wanna believe god is within us all, i think the devil is prevailing most of the time....simply cos to do good in this world, only good,...
(please dont argue whats good or bad, cos many ppl have got diff definitions of good, eg-->to some pleasure in a sexual way is good, some other ppl are against pre-marital sex or any form of self pleasure-- good meaning real good shit god would feel threatened himself)
...one has to be a saint....normal human beings are oh so far from it...we're probably one of the many servants of devil....think about it, how often have u envied someone? how often have u said/done something so you can 'be the best'?(often at others' expense)....how often have u said/done something our of so called self-defense?how often have u had bad thoughts?
i admit, i am one of them...i have my own hate list (obviously i know so many out there thinks i'm a bitch too)...i think i'm pretty (stop vomitting!) and it takes a lot from me to admit some other girl is beautiful...i dont mind ppl getting higher marks than me, but i wish i was the one having the best all the time (its called kiasu-ism)....i can be vicious when threatened...but i never once told anyone i'm perfect (obviously i tell myself i am perfect, and sometimes act as if i know everything.....ok make that all the time i act like a perfect bitch!)
but this story really made me stop, and think...there r so much of stuff happening around the world....n i usually care about the smaller details in life....like raji always tells me...success is measured by attitude and perserverance....not how smart one is..or how much materialistic stuff he have...now can someone tell me how the hell this fella can think so like this wan?! yea i asked him...he's like oh well...most of my thinking is done when i'm taking my poo....
*smacks head*
anyway here's my inspiring story, or at least i think it is...(taken off a forwarded mail)....
PROUDLY INDIAN
Years ago, footage emerged from a remote village in India. The video shows a young girl receiving surgery to separate her fingers, which were badly burned and fused together. Why did this operation make headlines around the world? The surgery was performed by a 7-year-old boy named Akrit Jaswal.
Now 13 years old, Akrit has an IQ of 146 and is considered thesmartest person his age in India-a country of more than a billionpeople. Before Akrit could even speak, his parents say they knew he was special. "He learned very fast," says Raksha, Akrit's mother. "Afterlearning the alphabet, we started to teach him joining of words, and he started writing as well. He was two." At an age when most children are learning their ABCs, Akrit was reading Shakespeare and assembling a library of medical textbooks. When he was 5 years old, he enrolled in school. One year later, Akrit was teaching English and math classes. Akrit developed a passion for science and anatomy at an earlyage. Doctors at local hospitals took notice and started allowing him to observe surgeries when he was 6 years old. Inspired by what he saw, Akrit read everything he could on the topic. When an impoverished family heard about his amazing abilities, they asked if he would operate on their daughter for free. Her surgery was a success. After the surgery, Akrit was hailed as a medical genius inIndia.Neighbors and strangers flocked to him for advice and treatment. At age 11, Akrit was admitted to Punjab University. He's the youngest student ever to attend an Indian university. That same year, he was also invited to London's famed Imperial College to exchange ideas with scientists on the cutting edge of medical research. Akrit says he has millions of medical ideas, but he's currentlyfocused on developing a cure for cancer. "I've developed a conceptcalled oral gene therapy on the basis of my research and my theories," he says. "I'm quite dedicated towards working on this mechanism." Growing up, Akrit says he used to see cancer patients lying onthe side of the road because they couldn't afford treatment or hospitals had no space for them. Now, he wants to use his intellect to ease their suffering.
"[I've been] going to hospitals since the age of 6, so I haveseen firsthand people suffering from pain," he says. "I get verysad, and so that's the main motive of my passion about medicine, my passion about cancer." Currently, Akrit is working toward a bachelor's degrees inzoology, botany and chemistry. Someday, he hopes to continue his studies at Harvard University.
have a beautiful day ahead u guys! :)
04-04-2007 at 06:50 AM
about ladders n stairs~
....is about how most men (ahem, maybe all, lolz!) wanna fuck every single attractive woman they see, but how to a woman, a man can just be a plain jack, a mere friend, or how he can be her man of her wet fantasies....
thanks to sexy Catherine(better known as Ms. Liew- check my friends' list to see her profile)....u fellas out there can put a full stop to the mysterious (apparently so) mind of a woman....
http://www.laddertheory.com/ 03-29-2007 at 11:33 PM
thanks to sexy Catherine(better known as Ms. Liew- check my friends' list to see her profile)....u fellas out there can put a full stop to the mysterious (apparently so) mind of a woman....
http://www.laddertheory.com/ 03-29-2007 at 11:33 PM
emo post cos i'm pms-ing
caution:very lovey-dovey emo post....
i realise how much my life revolves ard my bf...i call him when i'm bored/stressed/scared/drg de extremeties of my emotions...or when i feel like tlg him hw much i luv n miss him...bt sumtimes my ego get more of me n i end up tellin i jst wanna kacau him...best part he wld be in office(wid all his workmates/boss to eavesdrop at our conv...n he still manja wid me-while tryin to be macho at de same time...lolz its jst so cute)....he is my friend...he is my comfort zone...my love..
n when he's not ard...or if i'm nt in de situation to be able to reach him, i feel very restricted...n very stressed...as if someone's holdin me back n at thse moments i jst feel like takin de next fuckin flight home n nvr come bck....
i hv thought of doin that...n nearly went ahead in doin that...bt i guess i didnt hv enuff guts to go ahead with it...maybe cos i wanna finish this fuckin deg so badly...
bt if i told him to leave everythg n come be with me, i know he will.....
*wipes tear*
more often den not (esp when i'm walkg to/from class alone) i find myself laughin to all de ridiculously fun times we had together...its amazing how full blown real tough, i-mean-no-nonsense guy(both physically n emotionally) can be like a small when he's ard me...he's so independent, yet when i'm ard him he loves to be spoilt...n he jokes ard like a small boy...
yet he can go on n on n on abt his principles n outlook on life....altho i hate to admit it, most if not all of his observations abt ppl turn out 2b true...
de goals he sets fr himself, n de amt of work n effort he puts in to achieve it....is so mch i dun thnk a normal person can take it...i did try it, oh so many times....n i cannot take it...de dicipline he has is so ridiculously high...
i miss him heaps....so much so everytime i see any one of our pics in my room i start thnkg abt that particular time...how i coaxed him to go bath so we can leave home a lil earlier...how when i'm blaberrin abt sumthg ridiculous he'll come n pose to shw off his muscles to me...or how when i was slpg he always made sure my head was on his arms cos i used to tell him lst yr that i luv slpg on his arms/chest...or how when i'm ironin he'll peek thru de door n make funny noises....how he used to tell me i'm beautiful...
or even how he holds me, looks at me, tells me he loves me so much dat he cant live widout me... 03-08-2007 at 06:30 AM
Rajinesh
aiyee c dis gal...posting notty notty stuff...hehe nice blog kty...i like...:)
i realise how much my life revolves ard my bf...i call him when i'm bored/stressed/scared/drg de extremeties of my emotions...or when i feel like tlg him hw much i luv n miss him...bt sumtimes my ego get more of me n i end up tellin i jst wanna kacau him...best part he wld be in office(wid all his workmates/boss to eavesdrop at our conv...n he still manja wid me-while tryin to be macho at de same time...lolz its jst so cute)....he is my friend...he is my comfort zone...my love..
n when he's not ard...or if i'm nt in de situation to be able to reach him, i feel very restricted...n very stressed...as if someone's holdin me back n at thse moments i jst feel like takin de next fuckin flight home n nvr come bck....
i hv thought of doin that...n nearly went ahead in doin that...bt i guess i didnt hv enuff guts to go ahead with it...maybe cos i wanna finish this fuckin deg so badly...
bt if i told him to leave everythg n come be with me, i know he will.....
*wipes tear*
more often den not (esp when i'm walkg to/from class alone) i find myself laughin to all de ridiculously fun times we had together...its amazing how full blown real tough, i-mean-no-nonsense guy(both physically n emotionally) can be like a small when he's ard me...he's so independent, yet when i'm ard him he loves to be spoilt...n he jokes ard like a small boy...
yet he can go on n on n on abt his principles n outlook on life....altho i hate to admit it, most if not all of his observations abt ppl turn out 2b true...
de goals he sets fr himself, n de amt of work n effort he puts in to achieve it....is so mch i dun thnk a normal person can take it...i did try it, oh so many times....n i cannot take it...de dicipline he has is so ridiculously high...
i miss him heaps....so much so everytime i see any one of our pics in my room i start thnkg abt that particular time...how i coaxed him to go bath so we can leave home a lil earlier...how when i'm blaberrin abt sumthg ridiculous he'll come n pose to shw off his muscles to me...or how when i was slpg he always made sure my head was on his arms cos i used to tell him lst yr that i luv slpg on his arms/chest...or how when i'm ironin he'll peek thru de door n make funny noises....how he used to tell me i'm beautiful...
or even how he holds me, looks at me, tells me he loves me so much dat he cant live widout me... 03-08-2007 at 06:30 AM
Rajinesh
aiyee c dis gal...posting notty notty stuff...hehe nice blog kty...i like...:)
shattered...
de fella who called me jst now....(refer to prev post) ....is not yogesh....i pulak perasan...*shy shy*
hormones...
its been like eons since i actually blogged here, n i kinda miss it...i miss readin comments left by u guys...i miss bein critised/loosin friends over posts...hahaha that was so drama-fied...but i guess if anyone hv got probs with how i am, then too bad la...i like bein this way...i'm done bein nice...n sum friends who i c day in day out currently wld know wut i'm talkin abt...
so yea abt commentin abt my posts, jst to quote p. diddy n xtina aguilera:-
"i know ur gonna like it.. ~i know~ ..so tell me how u want it ~tell me~"
-tell me already!!!-
i wanna dance....damn it its been sum time since i actually danced...n i din realise it until jst now after lab xf ask to go clubbin...bt honestly i really dun thnk muoss ppl wld club, as in club club...its not like got any cute guys goin also...damn saddenin la muoss ppl...no offense la bt i dun like dem...gahhh i got ideaaaa...wonder if yogesh wld follow...hahaha it wld be soooo damn nice seein him drink n get to knw de ppl der....fella really needs HELP(making friends i mean) instead of SALP....
i fuckin hope de chances of him readin this is zilch...xf u better not tell him i tell u...even if u tell i cant be bothered la...its not as if he'll even come up n ask wats my prob also...*ignorant doink* oh, i think his full name is yogesh jellah(i saw his name in my grp list)....hahahah that sounds damn wrong man!!no no i dun think thats his name...i think i confuse with de lebanese jelab drink
i still love my bf to bits thank u very much, n i'm NOT stalking yogesh...no point to stalk also...try n poke fun also he goes...*huh?*
y am i goin on n on abt him?
to all de cute n hunky guys out thr, plz la make urself visible ard me...let me feast my eyes on sum cute butt/body/etc etc....damn sad-dening how de guys ard me r all skinny...or faggot-ish...or jst plain eww...i need some REAL testosteron(did i spell that rite ah-shit i'm gonna fail bio)
ok this is soo fuckin weird...i jst had a call....from i dunno who de line was fuckin bad...apparently he's frm de grp sittin in frnt of me drg ibs prac(yogesh was sittin in frnt of me then) sumthg abt hvg my grp's results cos ours is jst so bloody fine......lolzzz...bt anyway...if that was yogesh callin me....hahaha i wld seriously eat myself a cookie man....(wat u wan me to do??? mst celebrate mah!!)...bt yea he said he wld call me back cos fucker dunno inside trams/trains de line is jst so bad..
anywayyyy....life's goin on la...cannot believe its already like thurs...w2 kaput...finito....shittttt soon its gonna be exams....gahhhh...i have this whole week's lecture plus 'tute' to finish up....n i'm fuckin wrkg tom....i thnk i btr get to it like soon...
can more guys plz start liftin weights n not be so lazy? like come on la...its an instant chick puller!!!(no i'm not worried abt my man...)
haha...this is funny...u knw how when raji n i go out rite...obviously me being the very ultra cool gf i make sure he dresses up...i cant help it...he has a super nice body, but will go n pick de damn loose shirts so he's comfy n all? i mean once a while okla....bt sumtimes dress la kan...der i'm goin usin tight n am proudly exposin my cleav-ie all....yea i know i'm blessed, lolz...so yea i'll get him to use de body huggin v-neck shirts n his boot cut jeans n get him to style his hair all la...(i feel like his mum or sumthg gettin him to do this n dat...wuteva i dun care, he looks good lolz) so yea anyway we'll go whr we wanna go...more often den not i will find girls turnin twice to look at him....which is uber cool...bt its de indian girls i dun understnd....hahaha
uc if a girl(heck even another guy) wanna check my man out, by all means go ahead...if u wanna ask him out/wuteva, i'll make sure he go hv a good time...bt wuts de point of lookin n den actin as if u were lookin at sumthg else n actin cool? lemme explain...
baby n i were in sub pyramid...n thr i was tryin to get him to try a baju....so he got off his shirt(obviously in de changin room la bt din close door) n he wore this shirt i gv him...obviously since he looked oh so hot...n since i wanted him to c in de huge mirror i told him to come out la....nxt to our changin room got la this 2 malay girls....n they openly checked him out....thats guts....*applause*
den at de cinema/clubs/wuteva plce dat happened to hv indian girls....yea they look at him n all...bt de moment i catch their eyes they look elsewhr....hahahhaa....i dun understnd, tryin to act cool or scared i go over to them n try to dig their eyes off their sockets wid my ultra hard heels? *pretenders....hates*
as for chinese girls...they check his muscles out....n tried to wait fr my man to pass so that they can check out his ass....haahhahaa *sorry baby, i dun think i told u this part*
i wonder if anyone checks me out that way....wuts wrong wid a little compliment once a while? i was walkg to lab today n on grattan street i saw this guy...in business suit, wid de best tie i've ever seen on a guy(either he's gay or he's got a gf/wife/slpg partner who gotta very nice taste) n i casually said 'hey, nice tie'...he said thanks...walked passed me n said 'god blessed u with a very nice ass'...
yea heck it may be very sexual...bt it certainly put a smile on my face n i'm hvg my mensus-jst got it today...n amazingly i'm not feelin blgh...n hey at least i knw my pheromones r still wrkg...
i guess i can keep commentin i wld luv guys to be more matured/open/wuteva i'm sure u understnd my point...bt until then i'll jst drool wid my bf's pics...
mwah n take care everyone!
03-07-2007 at 11:32 PM
so yea abt commentin abt my posts, jst to quote p. diddy n xtina aguilera:-
"i know ur gonna like it.. ~i know~ ..so tell me how u want it ~tell me~"
-tell me already!!!-
i wanna dance....damn it its been sum time since i actually danced...n i din realise it until jst now after lab xf ask to go clubbin...bt honestly i really dun thnk muoss ppl wld club, as in club club...its not like got any cute guys goin also...damn saddenin la muoss ppl...no offense la bt i dun like dem...gahhh i got ideaaaa...wonder if yogesh wld follow...hahaha it wld be soooo damn nice seein him drink n get to knw de ppl der....fella really needs HELP(making friends i mean) instead of SALP....
i fuckin hope de chances of him readin this is zilch...xf u better not tell him i tell u...even if u tell i cant be bothered la...its not as if he'll even come up n ask wats my prob also...*ignorant doink* oh, i think his full name is yogesh jellah(i saw his name in my grp list)....hahahah that sounds damn wrong man!!no no i dun think thats his name...i think i confuse with de lebanese jelab drink
i still love my bf to bits thank u very much, n i'm NOT stalking yogesh...no point to stalk also...try n poke fun also he goes...*huh?*
y am i goin on n on abt him?
to all de cute n hunky guys out thr, plz la make urself visible ard me...let me feast my eyes on sum cute butt/body/etc etc....damn sad-dening how de guys ard me r all skinny...or faggot-ish...or jst plain eww...i need some REAL testosteron(did i spell that rite ah-shit i'm gonna fail bio)
ok this is soo fuckin weird...i jst had a call....from i dunno who de line was fuckin bad...apparently he's frm de grp sittin in frnt of me drg ibs prac(yogesh was sittin in frnt of me then) sumthg abt hvg my grp's results cos ours is jst so bloody fine......lolzzz...bt anyway...if that was yogesh callin me....hahaha i wld seriously eat myself a cookie man....(wat u wan me to do??? mst celebrate mah!!)...bt yea he said he wld call me back cos fucker dunno inside trams/trains de line is jst so bad..
anywayyyy....life's goin on la...cannot believe its already like thurs...w2 kaput...finito....shittttt soon its gonna be exams....gahhhh...i have this whole week's lecture plus 'tute' to finish up....n i'm fuckin wrkg tom....i thnk i btr get to it like soon...
can more guys plz start liftin weights n not be so lazy? like come on la...its an instant chick puller!!!(no i'm not worried abt my man...)
haha...this is funny...u knw how when raji n i go out rite...obviously me being the very ultra cool gf i make sure he dresses up...i cant help it...he has a super nice body, but will go n pick de damn loose shirts so he's comfy n all? i mean once a while okla....bt sumtimes dress la kan...der i'm goin usin tight n am proudly exposin my cleav-ie all....yea i know i'm blessed, lolz...so yea i'll get him to use de body huggin v-neck shirts n his boot cut jeans n get him to style his hair all la...(i feel like his mum or sumthg gettin him to do this n dat...wuteva i dun care, he looks good lolz) so yea anyway we'll go whr we wanna go...more often den not i will find girls turnin twice to look at him....which is uber cool...bt its de indian girls i dun understnd....hahaha
uc if a girl(heck even another guy) wanna check my man out, by all means go ahead...if u wanna ask him out/wuteva, i'll make sure he go hv a good time...bt wuts de point of lookin n den actin as if u were lookin at sumthg else n actin cool? lemme explain...
baby n i were in sub pyramid...n thr i was tryin to get him to try a baju....so he got off his shirt(obviously in de changin room la bt din close door) n he wore this shirt i gv him...obviously since he looked oh so hot...n since i wanted him to c in de huge mirror i told him to come out la....nxt to our changin room got la this 2 malay girls....n they openly checked him out....thats guts....*applause*
den at de cinema/clubs/wuteva plce dat happened to hv indian girls....yea they look at him n all...bt de moment i catch their eyes they look elsewhr....hahahhaa....i dun understnd, tryin to act cool or scared i go over to them n try to dig their eyes off their sockets wid my ultra hard heels? *pretenders....hates*
as for chinese girls...they check his muscles out....n tried to wait fr my man to pass so that they can check out his ass....haahhahaa *sorry baby, i dun think i told u this part*
i wonder if anyone checks me out that way....wuts wrong wid a little compliment once a while? i was walkg to lab today n on grattan street i saw this guy...in business suit, wid de best tie i've ever seen on a guy(either he's gay or he's got a gf/wife/slpg partner who gotta very nice taste) n i casually said 'hey, nice tie'...he said thanks...walked passed me n said 'god blessed u with a very nice ass'...
yea heck it may be very sexual...bt it certainly put a smile on my face n i'm hvg my mensus-jst got it today...n amazingly i'm not feelin blgh...n hey at least i knw my pheromones r still wrkg...
i guess i can keep commentin i wld luv guys to be more matured/open/wuteva i'm sure u understnd my point...bt until then i'll jst drool wid my bf's pics...
mwah n take care everyone!
03-07-2007 at 11:32 PM
smack that!!!
soon its time for me to get back to aussieland n de whole freakin routine starts all over again...this holiday has been more of an emotional roller coaster ride for me....
this is wut i have in my mind rite this moment....i feel de need to freakin shout it all out man!!! argh!!!!!
-had good fun in de 1st two weeks of my holiday, it went downhill after that-lost a fren, apparently cos i'm potrayin de bitchy side of me...but hey if i dun bitch ard here....where else can i just let loose n go completely nuts...? de real world has too much unwritten rules abt how a girl should act anyway....-de fuckin meet up between de two sides of my life cld hv fuckin been better!-i'm ashamed of a certain aspect of my life-make that a huge part of my life...-there r too many if only's goin thru my mind-i jst realised i cant download as if there's no tomorrow edi....fuckin aussieland has download limits-shit....that means i have de whole of season two of house md to watch!!! shiiitttttt-i have to start packin again....AGAIN I TELL U!!! i hate livin out of suitcases n travellin from my current freakin country to another fucked up one-aussieland isnt that bad....if only de ppl i love are ard me there-hey at least i hv leah....-that reminds me...i hvnt bought her anythg-i have a new ring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <---it means a lot to me...-i have a serious crush on dat actor surya....gawd he's so freakin good lookin-i hope my bf still loves me...i'm fuckin screwed up man-i realised, drg thaipusam that is, that i loveeeeee urumi melam....goodness i wanna dance jst listenin to them play man!-my bf just told me he loves me out of de blueeeeee.....*umah umah to u baby*-i love indian boys...n anyone with a nice goatie....n a cute butt....n sum freakin confidence...brownie points if he can play an instrument -de song new york nagaram from sillunu oru kadhal is mkg me so sad....maybe cos it had sumthg to do wid bein away frm ur loved ones...-ok this is especially to kumar n mark...both of them r sexy nearly 30 yr old hotties.....kumar's 28 i thnk....n mark's 26?...ahh who cares abt age, they're hot.....lolz...so yea, i'm so freakin sorry i cant meet up with u guys this time...situasi not rite laa...i'm really very very very sorry...i'm sure the time will come fr us.....-i hope my baggage is not too heavy...it'll be a pain...-i'm broke....damn it...i soooo wanna be a housewife when i get married...tkg care of de house isnt so much of a hard thng to do...i'm dreadin bein a mother tho....its a freakin full time job...n i realise now how much of influence parents have on their children, and the ppl ard them-in god's grace...i really hope everythg works out fine for everyone...-my thoughts r jst so bloody random-i'm still tryin to learn hindi....-i really wanna get a tattoo...intially i wanted to get a rose, but now i'm like a star wld be nicer...n maybe de initials 'rv' sumwhr below it..-i'm really gonna miss de familiarity of my country...its nice bein sumwhr whr u belong....personally, i think asians in aus r treated like how we treat indons n banglas here....oh my god!-so many hopes...blgh-i luv his parents...everythg also ok...den always willing to talk...everytime also smile n laugh laugh...always askin fr me...i feel as if i belong there....as if i'm one of them...i dun feel out of place....it feels like, home....damn!-one of his younger bro is soooooo cute!!!!!(i havent seen enuff of the other) ... oh my goodness i wanna pinch his cheeks....he's 19 mind you...oh wait...is he 20 this yr? not sure....bt he's always so shyyy...bt oh so smart!!!....i dun care....he's cute...n he's shy!!!....oh i got ideaaaa...baby, act shy sumtimes can ah??? hehe....dun blame me kutti....it's ur bro's fault!!!-i'm bored...
k den....i'll update later when i got mood....take care u guys... 02-17-2007 at 09:30 AM
this is wut i have in my mind rite this moment....i feel de need to freakin shout it all out man!!! argh!!!!!
-had good fun in de 1st two weeks of my holiday, it went downhill after that-lost a fren, apparently cos i'm potrayin de bitchy side of me...but hey if i dun bitch ard here....where else can i just let loose n go completely nuts...? de real world has too much unwritten rules abt how a girl should act anyway....-de fuckin meet up between de two sides of my life cld hv fuckin been better!-i'm ashamed of a certain aspect of my life-make that a huge part of my life...-there r too many if only's goin thru my mind-i jst realised i cant download as if there's no tomorrow edi....fuckin aussieland has download limits-shit....that means i have de whole of season two of house md to watch!!! shiiitttttt-i have to start packin again....AGAIN I TELL U!!! i hate livin out of suitcases n travellin from my current freakin country to another fucked up one-aussieland isnt that bad....if only de ppl i love are ard me there-hey at least i hv leah....-that reminds me...i hvnt bought her anythg-i have a new ring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <---it means a lot to me...-i have a serious crush on dat actor surya....gawd he's so freakin good lookin-i hope my bf still loves me...i'm fuckin screwed up man-i realised, drg thaipusam that is, that i loveeeeee urumi melam....goodness i wanna dance jst listenin to them play man!-my bf just told me he loves me out of de blueeeeee.....*umah umah to u baby*-i love indian boys...n anyone with a nice goatie....n a cute butt....n sum freakin confidence...brownie points if he can play an instrument -de song new york nagaram from sillunu oru kadhal is mkg me so sad....maybe cos it had sumthg to do wid bein away frm ur loved ones...-ok this is especially to kumar n mark...both of them r sexy nearly 30 yr old hotties.....kumar's 28 i thnk....n mark's 26?...ahh who cares abt age, they're hot.....lolz...so yea, i'm so freakin sorry i cant meet up with u guys this time...situasi not rite laa...i'm really very very very sorry...i'm sure the time will come fr us.....-i hope my baggage is not too heavy...it'll be a pain...-i'm broke....damn it...i soooo wanna be a housewife when i get married...tkg care of de house isnt so much of a hard thng to do...i'm dreadin bein a mother tho....its a freakin full time job...n i realise now how much of influence parents have on their children, and the ppl ard them-in god's grace...i really hope everythg works out fine for everyone...-my thoughts r jst so bloody random-i'm still tryin to learn hindi....-i really wanna get a tattoo...intially i wanted to get a rose, but now i'm like a star wld be nicer...n maybe de initials 'rv' sumwhr below it..-i'm really gonna miss de familiarity of my country...its nice bein sumwhr whr u belong....personally, i think asians in aus r treated like how we treat indons n banglas here....oh my god!-so many hopes...blgh-i luv his parents...everythg also ok...den always willing to talk...everytime also smile n laugh laugh...always askin fr me...i feel as if i belong there....as if i'm one of them...i dun feel out of place....it feels like, home....damn!-one of his younger bro is soooooo cute!!!!!(i havent seen enuff of the other) ... oh my goodness i wanna pinch his cheeks....he's 19 mind you...oh wait...is he 20 this yr? not sure....bt he's always so shyyy...bt oh so smart!!!....i dun care....he's cute...n he's shy!!!....oh i got ideaaaa...baby, act shy sumtimes can ah??? hehe....dun blame me kutti....it's ur bro's fault!!!-i'm bored...
k den....i'll update later when i got mood....take care u guys... 02-17-2007 at 09:30 AM
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i was readin kumar's comment on my previous post...n i cant agree enuff with wuteva he had too say....well a lil sumthin happened in the gym today....i was talkin to my sis in law about which workout machine gives damn nice shoulder (n in de process our boobies will be damn cantik n all)...n sum random indian chick flashed de dirtiest look ever la....n i was like wat...wut happened?
my dearest sis in law was like...yea we like our body to look nice.....lolz
but de damn irritatin part was at dat time only laa i had to be damn blur...damn stupid-fied....arghhhh....if only i cld be a bit more brainy (n maybe less blur)...so many if onlys...
in case wuteva i wrote above der didnt make any sense to u....yes i like having a very nice body...n yea i like dressin up for certain occasions...but i guess de only time i can actually be a lil more daring wid my clothes is when i'm goin out clubbin...cos den i wont really feel out of place....everyone looks slutty there wat....bwahaha
on another note...i'm startin to not like my motherland....yes i'm born here...yes my country is multi-racial...yea i dun find ppl/army walkin ard in public wid guns n thse kinda stuff in their hands....yes its relatively safe(assumin u walk ard wid no jewellery, totally covered from head to toe in baggy clothes lookin 100% unattractive,only out in super busy place drg broad daylight with 4 bodyguards around u, etc)...so yea...bloody superficially my country aint that bad...prob only nice to tour about for not so high end mat-salleh's who cant afford seychelles....lemme explain myself out...
-i'm in utter disguist when i hear n read about temples which have been ard for abt a century being burnt down with petrol/run down by tractors...wut is mr. freakin vellu is doing...counting his revenues from de tol? or counting his hair? or smackin his bloody keep's ass?!
-being called a 'keling'...
-always settling for de worst option cos i'm not of the 'supreme skin colour'
-i watched in national geography(mega structures in asia-petronas tower), astro channel 52...our dear ex-pm, tun mahathir told designer César Pelli, he wanted the petronas tower to be 'malaysian'...when pelli asked mahathir what malaysian meant...mahathir said something that symbolises this country...when pelli asked something islamic u mean...mahathir said yes...after explainin all this, pelli laughed at the asian's way of being too skin coloured(the commentator asked if he thought de ex-pm's remark was racist)....yes i am still wondering y wasnt this censorred out..
-our constitution only states islam is the official religion in malaysia, but y is malaysia quoted as being an islamic country in the visit malaysia 07 banner? what is malaysia doing in OIC? did the constitution state malaysia is an islamic country? cos if it did...i have no probs with it...
-y spiritual events r soo commercialised until there isnt much spirituality in it anymore??
...thse r only my sincere opinions...maybe i'm bein ignorant abt other stuff goin on in the country...maybe not...cos everyday i experiance sumthg that makes me more n more blgh abt this country...i dont feel as if i belong here anymore...
maybe i'm feeling all this cos i've seen better...
01-30-2007 at 03:14 AM
Catherine
Darling, i finally got d time to read 1 of ur blogs. I hear u loud n clear. Would luv 2 comment on it but it'll just rile me up. B glad that u have the opportunity to b where u r, the opportunity 2 fly in n out of dis 'dear beloved country' of ours. Whatever it is, v r still better off than say ... Palestine? :-) Stay in touch and take care. :-)
chIkIpoSs
yea nevash i saw dat clip....n there's so many clips on youtube abt wuteva that goes on drg de dewan rakyat seating also...more often than not i hear the same old thing again, 'ini negara islam, kalau tak suka boleh keluar' directed at non-muslims...
umm kumar kanna....i hate to break de news to u da...but i doubt our dato 's.saya-suka-hisap-dada.v' is even fuckin his own wife....but for all we know he mite jst be fuckin other fella's wife...lolz!
Kumara Kakuzo
Its sad we hv to live like imigrants in our own country eh.Now vino,hv u lost ur mind? Hw dare u insult S.V.? Havent u looked at the pic we both posed im my gallery? We're best frens.You hv no rights to question that son of a doraemon! Look at him,women are craving for his love n lust.He's got a hot personality [yes! i'm blind],cool hairdo,huge negro-woman-lips with a beautiful malay/english accent.He will always be my idol to pick up gals n my inspiration for corruption.Whether he's helping the indians or not,he will help himself to stay in his position till doom's day even if he has to fuck his wife AGAIN in 30 years!
Nevash
we all feel that we don't belong here...Im not sure if you would have seen it,but there is a video in youtube.com where a Mp.who is obviously a Maly dude said "Ini negara Melayu,Tk suka u boleh keluar"
of prada's...gucci's...
like meera mentioned in one of my previous posts...we girls have to make a come back with a handbag or something lah wei....to counter all de attention that was given to dicks...
*i swear with the recent dick hype, i would have definately fainted, or died in shock if i wasnt doing bio...that said...thank god my name's not vidhya (meera, for all we know she might just whack me with some fungus-fied rambutans....gahhhhh)*
anyway...i have to agree...dicks representing a man's ego, was a bit too much for me to digest lah wei...so wat...if they have like really small dicks they have small ego is it?? what if they have small kukujiao, but they know how to work their mini rods??? i mean i really dont care if a dick is like 5 inches long...if 'it' knows how to hit my spot...n make me all wet...i'll worship it altho it's like.....tiny
aiyoh....but if tiny means damn funny to give blowjob rite.... *eww*
anywayyyyy...den in females our boobs is de measure of hotness/cun-ness/nice-to-fuck-ness ah??? omg meera den u must have a REALLY BIG...umm ahem...i mean high social standards laa....
honestly i dont own a prada/guess/bla-de-bla branded piece of thingy...maybe de most branded stuff i have is prob elle...or levis...shoes mostly from vincci...ok maybe bling bling(ahem i got 7 piercings) got la sikit brand name...which oh so obviously came wid a hefty price tag...so meera....back me up on designer stuff...cos i really lost in all these hahaha!!!(if ur thinking of giving ur guess handbag away...remember me...i dedicated a whole post to u in my blog k... ;)
on another note...i also wanna know how many of my friends out here r open about their sexuality...not until u spill every fuck details u have....open in de sense dat...u know ur comfy with the word sex...n stuff that comes along with it...for now i know:-
- my dear friend kumar (gawd he's 1st name is just so cool...)
- mark (rockers r jst bloody so hot....period)
the above two ppl r not in my age grp but yet we can actually hold a conversation, at least i think we're able to....
- raji (killer body...n yes...i'm still droolin haha)
- nevash( i dont know him....but from his online personality, i think he's very comfy with it)
- my sis in law...altho its so damn weird seein that she's actually fuckin my bro...but hey...bottomline is she's open about it....
*did anyone notice how this list r jst filled with guys(majority la)....so is it just me...or arent the girls in my age grp(21-ish) arent open enough...or cos i jst dont know enough girls....or anyone thinks now that i've been to aussie, i'm now a karrupe-suthe tryin to be a vellakarethi? i really dont know....tell me!
cos most girls i meet r soo bloody open online(cos one can stay a virgin n cant possibly get pregnant online uc) but yet when u meet up with one....they're one tengga from the kelapa sawit estate...is it really a crime being open about one's preferances? cos i get labelled, i quote "a bitch waiting to be fucked by some perverts" unquote, by some ppl here...alth all i was doin was being open...so tell me ppl....i wanna know how much of a bitch i am...
P/s; kumar...do u think we'll smell some holy sambrani??....lol!!! 01-26-2007 at 11:19 AM
chIkIpoSs
lolz meera...canot la wei...its there...proving its existance! :)
Meera
D-O-G!! can u guys forget the boob size ALREADY?!
chIkIpoSs
dei anju....wut buto means laa..?
haha kumar...ur hillarious man!!! i'm so proud of u! :)
Kumara Kakuzo
Ya'll wonder why guys are so open abt sex and some girls are not? Are they shy? They dont feel comfortable? Hell NO! Then wats holding them back from sex? I hv met way too many gals in my life,some juz for leisure n some for pleasure.Some seems to be open at certain issues but not sex.Total turn-off! Why? Like vino mentioned is it really a crime or sin being open? Honestly i dun hv the answer.Im still doin my research.There r these type of gals who always says that they like men who r honest...who doesnt lie...loyal and all that cock stuff,but yet they're juz opposite of wat they expect from man.Kinda fucked up rite? So u hypocrites,in order not to get fucked,get urself some sambrani n shove into ur pussies so it cud stop us from fucking ur holy pussy that ya'll usual claim its saved for the future husband. Hey im juz a bad example for a decent guy.But atleast im honest wit wateva that comes out from mouth n my penis unlike some temple goers assholes who pulls an act juz to get a free fuck in the name of God.Gals hate me for being myself....but few ppl like vino n my galfrens are not.Thats wat matters for me! Im so open minded i can hv a decent conversation with my pants open.Vino,whether their kelapa sawitian or not,trust me,u will still smell the "sambranis" in kl forever.They're always in disguise.My best advise is,stay away from them.Regardless of being exposed to MTV n porns,they rather hv a fragrance joysticks shove into their asses than drinking my cums.I rather go out wit a bitch n not get laid.Tada hal beb!
Sanjay
buto!!!
*i swear with the recent dick hype, i would have definately fainted, or died in shock if i wasnt doing bio...that said...thank god my name's not vidhya (meera, for all we know she might just whack me with some fungus-fied rambutans....gahhhhh)*
anyway...i have to agree...dicks representing a man's ego, was a bit too much for me to digest lah wei...so wat...if they have like really small dicks they have small ego is it?? what if they have small kukujiao, but they know how to work their mini rods??? i mean i really dont care if a dick is like 5 inches long...if 'it' knows how to hit my spot...n make me all wet...i'll worship it altho it's like.....tiny
aiyoh....but if tiny means damn funny to give blowjob rite.... *eww*
anywayyyyy...den in females our boobs is de measure of hotness/cun-ness/nice-to-fuck-ness ah??? omg meera den u must have a REALLY BIG...umm ahem...i mean high social standards laa....
honestly i dont own a prada/guess/bla-de-bla branded piece of thingy...maybe de most branded stuff i have is prob elle...or levis...shoes mostly from vincci...ok maybe bling bling(ahem i got 7 piercings) got la sikit brand name...which oh so obviously came wid a hefty price tag...so meera....back me up on designer stuff...cos i really lost in all these hahaha!!!(if ur thinking of giving ur guess handbag away...remember me...i dedicated a whole post to u in my blog k... ;)
on another note...i also wanna know how many of my friends out here r open about their sexuality...not until u spill every fuck details u have....open in de sense dat...u know ur comfy with the word sex...n stuff that comes along with it...for now i know:-
- my dear friend kumar (gawd he's 1st name is just so cool...)
- mark (rockers r jst bloody so hot....period)
the above two ppl r not in my age grp but yet we can actually hold a conversation, at least i think we're able to....
- raji (killer body...n yes...i'm still droolin haha)
- nevash( i dont know him....but from his online personality, i think he's very comfy with it)
- my sis in law...altho its so damn weird seein that she's actually fuckin my bro...but hey...bottomline is she's open about it....
*did anyone notice how this list r jst filled with guys(majority la)....so is it just me...or arent the girls in my age grp(21-ish) arent open enough...or cos i jst dont know enough girls....or anyone thinks now that i've been to aussie, i'm now a karrupe-suthe tryin to be a vellakarethi? i really dont know....tell me!
cos most girls i meet r soo bloody open online(cos one can stay a virgin n cant possibly get pregnant online uc) but yet when u meet up with one....they're one tengga from the kelapa sawit estate...is it really a crime being open about one's preferances? cos i get labelled, i quote "a bitch waiting to be fucked by some perverts" unquote, by some ppl here...alth all i was doin was being open...so tell me ppl....i wanna know how much of a bitch i am...
P/s; kumar...do u think we'll smell some holy sambrani??....lol!!! 01-26-2007 at 11:19 AM
chIkIpoSs
lolz meera...canot la wei...its there...proving its existance! :)
Meera
D-O-G!! can u guys forget the boob size ALREADY?!
chIkIpoSs
dei anju....wut buto means laa..?
haha kumar...ur hillarious man!!! i'm so proud of u! :)
Kumara Kakuzo
Ya'll wonder why guys are so open abt sex and some girls are not? Are they shy? They dont feel comfortable? Hell NO! Then wats holding them back from sex? I hv met way too many gals in my life,some juz for leisure n some for pleasure.Some seems to be open at certain issues but not sex.Total turn-off! Why? Like vino mentioned is it really a crime or sin being open? Honestly i dun hv the answer.Im still doin my research.There r these type of gals who always says that they like men who r honest...who doesnt lie...loyal and all that cock stuff,but yet they're juz opposite of wat they expect from man.Kinda fucked up rite? So u hypocrites,in order not to get fucked,get urself some sambrani n shove into ur pussies so it cud stop us from fucking ur holy pussy that ya'll usual claim its saved for the future husband. Hey im juz a bad example for a decent guy.But atleast im honest wit wateva that comes out from mouth n my penis unlike some temple goers assholes who pulls an act juz to get a free fuck in the name of God.Gals hate me for being myself....but few ppl like vino n my galfrens are not.Thats wat matters for me! Im so open minded i can hv a decent conversation with my pants open.Vino,whether their kelapa sawitian or not,trust me,u will still smell the "sambranis" in kl forever.They're always in disguise.My best advise is,stay away from them.Regardless of being exposed to MTV n porns,they rather hv a fragrance joysticks shove into their asses than drinking my cums.I rather go out wit a bitch n not get laid.Tada hal beb!
Sanjay
buto!!!
being an indian...
before i start...this is a very controversial post....n this is my blog anyway...so if anyone has a prob wid anythg i'm posting up here....please, fuck off....
i was being bored(hey whats new in that), so i decided to read one of the blogs in my friendster...n i was utterly inspired by one from nevash(i dunno who u r...but u have a attitude) actually i found myself attracted to his goatie first....rather than his post....*wipes saliva n smacks myself back to reality*....so yeah....he was talking about being an indian....n boy did i relate to his post(n his janggut too....amen!!!)
being a toddler i remember being accepted....perhaps cos i was in kedah(jitra) n everyone around me was either indian-muslims....or indians....the only malay family i know was mak cik amah...my neighbour...who took me to de paddy fields every morning...sat me down with her granddaughter....n did wuteva work she had in de fields while my mum helped her(if she's not busy at home)....i didnt know about chinese at that time....or at least i dont remember recognising a chinese back then...
i was 5 when my dad decided to come to kl...it was a vast change...n i remember going to the kindergarden then, n being labelled a 'black' by the other yellow coloured chinese around me...i didnt see a malay ard me...so heck yea...i was alienated....but i grew into that change i guess....but the label 'black goat' kinda stuck with me...
i went on to primary n sec sch....n yes...i was the only indian....most of the time....of course....the only indian around the chinese....de only time i remb havin other indian classmates was maybe form 2...when siva was around....n i think sri was in the same class with me...bt heck i cant remb when....that was how much i remb being around indians... other indians were in the last few classes....if not the last class asround....n yea they all had attitude problems...but hell who didnt? i mean we r going thru a phase.....de phase where u know...we're all supreme n discovering our sexualities....but i guess that wldnt go down too well on the teachers....cos our teachers uc, they have a perfect childhood....they never had attitude problems n those shit....but seriously...i think in de whole school...they're the fucked up ones....
natually after spm i applied for jpa....ptptn....n form 6....didnt get the 1st two....n got a form 6 offer in some jinjang school....i'm like fuck off...i'll go to taylors n burn my money there....but now i thank god....at least i know how HCl is spelled in english....n yea... i had fun in coll too....but hey thats not the point of ths whole post....its supposed to be a bitter, cold post abt being indian...lolz
so yeah....indian boys....hahahha....they have attitude.....some r mean....some have that bad boy thingy goin on in them....some r jst plain old wannabe's....but if u ask me to choose....i'm nt talkin abt personalities n all that shit....choose jst on pure skin colour...i wld choose an indian hands down...simple because i love they way an indian boy is....my ex-bf's r all indians....its jst that lil sumthg they have in them....*hey maybe its not all that lil*
sometimes i jst get shit ass pissed when i c a freakin blonde making her way into an indian's heart....or rather pants...so many indians in my class(uni)....yet they have to freakin hang ard a blonde....or brunette...fuck la who gives two shits abt blonde or brunettes...i hardly see them hangin ard indians!!!!
raji told me...indian girls r the ones with the attitude prob....like nevash mentioned in his post...they'll jst dress up freakin provocatively...n do all de shit...but when it comes to insertin de dick into their apparent gold hole....they'll go...ohhhh noooooooo i wanna be a virgin for my husb,.....wut a freakin bunch of lie!!! hey bitch....if ur gonna go to absolute wid ur satin top widout wearin a bra....but u remb to use a mini skirt wid a hot pink g string underneath....shakin(not only shakin bt fuckin rubbin) ur bootie into a guy's dick....what makes u think he's not gonna want u in bed....not till de extend of oral honey....but pure full on sex bitch!!!ur fuckin showin off ur assets....callin every other guy out there to come have a look....but once to de climate....u bitch will go on n say 'ehh no la sayang baby....i was thinking of stoppin it till u know....jst oral sex'....fuck off la bitch....cos of u bitches only all de indian girls r thought to be fucked up...next time mite as well get on top of a bar....finger urself n cum....spray ur hardly-even-wet cunt with coke n get the fuck off de freakin club la...bitch!!!
hrgh!!!
rant rant rant...
p/s:whoeva thnkg abt fuckin me up.....come n bring it on...i'll tear ur freakin hole apart....
01-24-2007 at 07:50 AM
Meera
sudeep fr christ' sake...r u fr real... 'a dick is a man's ego...'. *rolls eyes*
u guys r giving waaaayyy too much of importance to a guy's dick.i mean...comparing it to Prada? C'MON! Vino...v can't possibly do that!!!
Kumara Kakuzo
Whooaa...Deepz! That's hot...[in paris hilton's voice]
DeEp Z
hey gurl ......a dick is a man's ego ...hmm well u can say that but a smart man would know how to counter em bitches or worst case senario put his dick in the right hole....a man that goes after poser chicks mentioned basically his IQ aint that high .....and if ya come across a chick like that get a bottle of wine take the cork n shuv it up their holes ;-P
chIkIpoSs
kumar: whoa...i didnt know a man's rod of steel has got the slightest thing to do with his ego...hummm
darsh: i luv u!!!
p/s:yea ppl, just cos i told my gal i love her, that means i'm a lesbo...someone shoot me...plzzz
hahaha....the durex better work my guru!!!! hahaha!!
Kumara Kakuzo
Its the least i can do.Kiss my ring,and u will be blessed with more hardcore sex thru out ur life.They dont call me the Sifuu for no fuckin reason.May the Sex God protect u n raji better than wat durex does.Hallelujah!
daarshini
Hahaha...good one gal :p
Kumara Kakuzo
Oh yea...in my career i'd tried trespassing few golden holes which sum i failed.But those failure had made me wat i am today! The Guru! I agree,they're brave to show their assets n but then,they do not wat to utilize them....then y why fuck flash them,bitch? Its easy to understand an indian gal heart,but u can never understand what's lies under the panties! I want the goverment of m'sia to come up with a rule : Flash & Be Fucked.A blow in a car shud be prohibited (im gonna miss tat).But then that's the best way,she wont leave u halfway,after a blow.So,no other choice...check in,insert ur 'man of steel',and seeing ur holy juice swimming in (either lower or upper mouth) is a greatest satisfaction for both! You'll go home with a big smile on ur face.But then the difference is,she will call me the next day,and i will answer.."Sorry wrong number!"
Remember gals,a Man's dick is his Ego.If u can take control of his gear console...u got his ego in control.The Man loves it! So start worshiping those dicks like how u gals woship make-ups,gucci,prada or wateva bloody pariah! Happy fucking!-The Sifuu-
chIkIpoSs
hahaha!!! spoken like a professional i presume??? ;)
Nevash
*tears of joy*....And my mom said I cannot change the the world...
Kumara Kakuzo
I will give three shits for u blog...hehe.Eat well,Stay fit...Die anyway.Dont bother lah beb.But if u insists to burn some fat,i hv few tips/suggestion foer u.Recomended:1.Reverse cowgirl position.(This position seems to be most popular in porn.It is a variation of the woman on top position, but with the woman facing away from her partner, who is lying down(it will be complete if u wear a cowgirl hat,vino!)2.Woman on top position(This sex position gives the woman the greatest amount of control, she can control the pace of the thrusting, and the angle of penetration..now u also can be the captain of the ship,vino!)Not Recomended :1.Missionary position.2.Doggy Style
i was being bored(hey whats new in that), so i decided to read one of the blogs in my friendster...n i was utterly inspired by one from nevash(i dunno who u r...but u have a attitude) actually i found myself attracted to his goatie first....rather than his post....*wipes saliva n smacks myself back to reality*....so yeah....he was talking about being an indian....n boy did i relate to his post(n his janggut too....amen!!!)
being a toddler i remember being accepted....perhaps cos i was in kedah(jitra) n everyone around me was either indian-muslims....or indians....the only malay family i know was mak cik amah...my neighbour...who took me to de paddy fields every morning...sat me down with her granddaughter....n did wuteva work she had in de fields while my mum helped her(if she's not busy at home)....i didnt know about chinese at that time....or at least i dont remember recognising a chinese back then...
i was 5 when my dad decided to come to kl...it was a vast change...n i remember going to the kindergarden then, n being labelled a 'black' by the other yellow coloured chinese around me...i didnt see a malay ard me...so heck yea...i was alienated....but i grew into that change i guess....but the label 'black goat' kinda stuck with me...
i went on to primary n sec sch....n yes...i was the only indian....most of the time....of course....the only indian around the chinese....de only time i remb havin other indian classmates was maybe form 2...when siva was around....n i think sri was in the same class with me...bt heck i cant remb when....that was how much i remb being around indians... other indians were in the last few classes....if not the last class asround....n yea they all had attitude problems...but hell who didnt? i mean we r going thru a phase.....de phase where u know...we're all supreme n discovering our sexualities....but i guess that wldnt go down too well on the teachers....cos our teachers uc, they have a perfect childhood....they never had attitude problems n those shit....but seriously...i think in de whole school...they're the fucked up ones....
natually after spm i applied for jpa....ptptn....n form 6....didnt get the 1st two....n got a form 6 offer in some jinjang school....i'm like fuck off...i'll go to taylors n burn my money there....but now i thank god....at least i know how HCl is spelled in english....n yea... i had fun in coll too....but hey thats not the point of ths whole post....its supposed to be a bitter, cold post abt being indian...lolz
so yeah....indian boys....hahahha....they have attitude.....some r mean....some have that bad boy thingy goin on in them....some r jst plain old wannabe's....but if u ask me to choose....i'm nt talkin abt personalities n all that shit....choose jst on pure skin colour...i wld choose an indian hands down...simple because i love they way an indian boy is....my ex-bf's r all indians....its jst that lil sumthg they have in them....*hey maybe its not all that lil*
sometimes i jst get shit ass pissed when i c a freakin blonde making her way into an indian's heart....or rather pants...so many indians in my class(uni)....yet they have to freakin hang ard a blonde....or brunette...fuck la who gives two shits abt blonde or brunettes...i hardly see them hangin ard indians!!!!
raji told me...indian girls r the ones with the attitude prob....like nevash mentioned in his post...they'll jst dress up freakin provocatively...n do all de shit...but when it comes to insertin de dick into their apparent gold hole....they'll go...ohhhh noooooooo i wanna be a virgin for my husb,.....wut a freakin bunch of lie!!! hey bitch....if ur gonna go to absolute wid ur satin top widout wearin a bra....but u remb to use a mini skirt wid a hot pink g string underneath....shakin(not only shakin bt fuckin rubbin) ur bootie into a guy's dick....what makes u think he's not gonna want u in bed....not till de extend of oral honey....but pure full on sex bitch!!!ur fuckin showin off ur assets....callin every other guy out there to come have a look....but once to de climate....u bitch will go on n say 'ehh no la sayang baby....i was thinking of stoppin it till u know....jst oral sex'....fuck off la bitch....cos of u bitches only all de indian girls r thought to be fucked up...next time mite as well get on top of a bar....finger urself n cum....spray ur hardly-even-wet cunt with coke n get the fuck off de freakin club la...bitch!!!
hrgh!!!
rant rant rant...
p/s:whoeva thnkg abt fuckin me up.....come n bring it on...i'll tear ur freakin hole apart....
01-24-2007 at 07:50 AM
Meera
sudeep fr christ' sake...r u fr real... 'a dick is a man's ego...'. *rolls eyes*
u guys r giving waaaayyy too much of importance to a guy's dick.i mean...comparing it to Prada? C'MON! Vino...v can't possibly do that!!!
Kumara Kakuzo
Whooaa...Deepz! That's hot...[in paris hilton's voice]
DeEp Z
hey gurl ......a dick is a man's ego ...hmm well u can say that but a smart man would know how to counter em bitches or worst case senario put his dick in the right hole....a man that goes after poser chicks mentioned basically his IQ aint that high .....and if ya come across a chick like that get a bottle of wine take the cork n shuv it up their holes ;-P
chIkIpoSs
kumar: whoa...i didnt know a man's rod of steel has got the slightest thing to do with his ego...hummm
darsh: i luv u!!!
p/s:yea ppl, just cos i told my gal i love her, that means i'm a lesbo...someone shoot me...plzzz
hahaha....the durex better work my guru!!!! hahaha!!
Kumara Kakuzo
Its the least i can do.Kiss my ring,and u will be blessed with more hardcore sex thru out ur life.They dont call me the Sifuu for no fuckin reason.May the Sex God protect u n raji better than wat durex does.Hallelujah!
daarshini
Hahaha...good one gal :p
Kumara Kakuzo
Oh yea...in my career i'd tried trespassing few golden holes which sum i failed.But those failure had made me wat i am today! The Guru! I agree,they're brave to show their assets n but then,they do not wat to utilize them....then y why fuck flash them,bitch? Its easy to understand an indian gal heart,but u can never understand what's lies under the panties! I want the goverment of m'sia to come up with a rule : Flash & Be Fucked.A blow in a car shud be prohibited (im gonna miss tat).But then that's the best way,she wont leave u halfway,after a blow.So,no other choice...check in,insert ur 'man of steel',and seeing ur holy juice swimming in (either lower or upper mouth) is a greatest satisfaction for both! You'll go home with a big smile on ur face.But then the difference is,she will call me the next day,and i will answer.."Sorry wrong number!"
Remember gals,a Man's dick is his Ego.If u can take control of his gear console...u got his ego in control.The Man loves it! So start worshiping those dicks like how u gals woship make-ups,gucci,prada or wateva bloody pariah! Happy fucking!-The Sifuu-
chIkIpoSs
hahaha!!! spoken like a professional i presume??? ;)
Nevash
*tears of joy*....And my mom said I cannot change the the world...
Kumara Kakuzo
I will give three shits for u blog...hehe.Eat well,Stay fit...Die anyway.Dont bother lah beb.But if u insists to burn some fat,i hv few tips/suggestion foer u.Recomended:1.Reverse cowgirl position.(This position seems to be most popular in porn.It is a variation of the woman on top position, but with the woman facing away from her partner, who is lying down(it will be complete if u wear a cowgirl hat,vino!)2.Woman on top position(This sex position gives the woman the greatest amount of control, she can control the pace of the thrusting, and the angle of penetration..now u also can be the captain of the ship,vino!)Not Recomended :1.Missionary position.2.Doggy Style
my first entry.....
eloo!! this is like my first post....i have a blogspot blog aso....but damn malas to go there la...gawd i'm not the blogging kind...but that wan ah very secret secret la....this wan i write all my bitchings, end up all my frens will know...den how to bitch??? wanna bitch also so damn susah...
aih forget it la...lemme jst get to de jist of blog entry...humm wut to start with ah?
maybe de resolutions for 2007??? lets see...
---> get a flatter stomach....maybe like shakira's....or jessica alba's??....wahhh....so damn hard la....i feel like jst gettin uZap from osim...let that bloody thing jst do the bloody work for me...but raji's face frowned like prunes when i told him dat....n he went like nooooo...dun get that thing....imagine darth vader sayin *noooo bitch....u bloody lazy cockroach*....aih....i have to get back into shape man...fuckin rice eatin country!!!!(yea i blame de country n de nation for so proudly eatin rice....its never my fault uc...
---> speak less harsh words.....bein not so rude...(ok is that two saperate resolutions or one?)
---> anyone thinks i'm better off here in kl or melb ahh?? oh shit i frgt i'm listin down my resolutions
---> study consistently....not during freakin swot vac
---> i should get a job to support my lavish expenditure....
---> omg i cant think of anythg else....any ideas anyone...?
01-09-2007 at 06:45 AM
aih forget it la...lemme jst get to de jist of blog entry...humm wut to start with ah?
maybe de resolutions for 2007??? lets see...
---> get a flatter stomach....maybe like shakira's....or jessica alba's??....wahhh....so damn hard la....i feel like jst gettin uZap from osim...let that bloody thing jst do the bloody work for me...but raji's face frowned like prunes when i told him dat....n he went like nooooo...dun get that thing....imagine darth vader sayin *noooo bitch....u bloody lazy cockroach*....aih....i have to get back into shape man...fuckin rice eatin country!!!!(yea i blame de country n de nation for so proudly eatin rice....its never my fault uc...
---> speak less harsh words.....bein not so rude...(ok is that two saperate resolutions or one?)
---> anyone thinks i'm better off here in kl or melb ahh?? oh shit i frgt i'm listin down my resolutions
---> study consistently....not during freakin swot vac
---> i should get a job to support my lavish expenditure....
---> omg i cant think of anythg else....any ideas anyone...?
01-09-2007 at 06:45 AM
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