numb

i dun knw how to feel....i feel ripped off agnst....i feel like i am doin as told by de ppl who dun deserve it.... i feel not happy....n i feel used...i feel not trusted upon....i feel as if i am not worth bein told wuts happenin...

i feel my feelings hv been killed....i am numb again.....de 2nd time.....1st was i was 17/18...now yet again...